一月四日一遇上无理取恼的一个aunt

今天真的是倒霉的一天。遇上一个不可理欲的aunt.自以为事的。别以为是客户就可以对人呼呼喝喝，玩大牌。如果有事求我时，别怪我无情。凡是留后路，它日好相见。

一个人的。。。

最近工作压力超大的，压得我快透不过气来了。
好烦呀！好想大声地喊出来，发泄一下。
常告诉自己，我要有正面的想法，不要钻牛角尖。
但却很难办到。。

昨天超闷的，心情很乱。驾着车子走着走着，竟然到了tesco.
一个人无聊的逛了一个钟。一个人逛街很奇怪吗？
应该不会吧。只是没人与你分享心情而已。

我想我应该要习惯一个人的时候。
因为好多时候在工作上都需自己一个人面对。
到外出差，也是一个人到陌生的地方。

突然觉得过简单的生活应该也不错。。
至少不会那么的烦恼。。。

End of 2009

2009年已结束了。在这一年里有了很多的变化。
有喜事-如小学同学，大学同学结婚。朋友生下可爱的小宝宝。。
有哀事-表侄儿无故去世。。
而我终于换了一份新工作。感觉上这份工还挺不错。但工作压力也是同等的大。

原以为可以高高兴兴的度过最后的几天，但却因为自己的无心过错而造成的我的2009年有了一个污点。希望他可以接受我的解释。不记较太多。就让这件事随2009而去。为了这件事我还是不能释怀。每天都不能安心的渡过。

在这件事上，得到了一位朋友的关心。谢谢你的安慰及鼓励。谢谢你为我找了一个不错的lubang.但我不想当一个半途而废的人。我想证明我是有实力的。我也能做得到。我知道这之中，我要付出的努力及时间比其他人多好多倍。但我一定可以做得到的，对吗？这条路一点都不容易走下去。。所以我一定要坚持下去。

累了，倦了的时候，真希望有一个肩膀可以依靠，好好的休息。
或是有一双耳朵可以聆听我的烦恼，听听我发发牢骚。。
不必伪装自己，好好的发泄一下。

不能，我一定要坚持及坚强的走下去。

希望2010对我来说会是一个美好的一年。
愿我能事业顺利，心想事成，身体健康。小人远离我，有贵人相助。

种子长大后的命运。。。。？？？？

那天刚好遇到了某某人，谈起了现在的工作。

他告诉我，我现在犹如一颗种子，放在土壤中培植。每天有人细心地施肥，浇水与看顾。一个月，两个月，当我长大了后，主人开始期盼我长出果实，让他有收成，为他赚钱。接下来，他都会要求我可以长多一点点果实。日子一天一天的过，主人的要求越来越高，我也越来越老。当有一天我再也达不到他的要求时，他一定不会念旧情，狠狠地把我砍了。毫不留情。难道会有这样的一天吗？
那我希望哪一天不会这样快的到来。。。。

快樂

快樂不是用追求得來的，
快樂是發現得來的，

凡事總有好的一面，
只在於我們願不願意去發現而已；

快樂的人懂得惜福，
他們從不埋怨自己缺少什麼，
而會去珍惜自己擁有些什麼。

p/s:just read from one friend forward mail.sharing here

生活篇之一

不知不觉已一个月了，从新加玻回来开始投入真正的工作三个星期了。
天天的生活都是充满挑战。每天都不懂接下来会是怎样的挑战。
要学习的事情太多了。。可说是一切从零开始。。
开始总是辛苦地，我知道“先苦后甜”这个道理。。
希望我可以熬过这一个关卡。
既然我已选择了，我想应该以乐观及积极的态度去面对一切。
明天开始又是一个充满挑战的星期，又有好些新的事情要面对与解决。
希望一切都能顺顺利利的进行+ 幸运的一个星期。。
加油加油！

2009.11.22
23:04

新开始的第一个星期(26-30 Oct)

My first day working in new company is going to Singapore Head Quarter of Sandvik South East Asia for orientation.

My first time step in Penang Airport to taking the flight.Yeah! My 1st time to take flight and go for Singapore myself(the place I haven be there before). Really dunno when I reach Singapore Changi Airport,then where I need to check out and take my luggage.

1st time at the sky the distance really far away from the land and i just can see the cloud only.But the feel sit in the flight is actually same like inside bus loh.but just need take less time to reach destination.

26 OCT 2009
The orientation schedule in Singapore is quite full and pack. Start from introduction to all staff on Singapore, then followed by HR and company vision,mission,policy and other other briefing..Whole afternoon sit there but the HR people is nice lady and teach me many thing.
Is the time to back from work liao..almost till 6pm,just finish it...My boss bring me dinner with HR manager and Singapore Technical Team Leader.(Is a female ler,full eith technical knowledge lady)...Finally, i can back to my hotel for rest liao. Wholeday fill in many info until I dun have space to put in liao.Is the time to have a good rest.
"CHANGI VILLAGE HOTEL" Deluxe room with buffet breakfast..
27 Oct 2009
My 2nd day really terrible..Morning visit the Asia Pasific Distributor Center. Then followed more technical knowledge briefing.1st part is "TURNING Process". For the briefing process introduction until how to select the machince tool, consideration item,application on the process,different turning process and many many.......Really pressure coz my boss say will test me after this...haha.luckily I can pass it..After lunch, followed by drilling,boring,grooving and hole making process. Also many many technical knowledge need to input inside my brain..Feel sorry to my brain.It need to work hard to understand and memorise all those thing..

28 OCT 2009
Start early morning, another most difficult application need to input inside my brain-Milling. Milling include to many axis movement and also application.It need must time to understanding and also need have good imagination...Aiya..hope my brain still have much place to fill in it lah..
The milling tehnical specialist spend around 3-4 hours just can finish the briefing.just basic knowledge only...Haiz..really hard for it...
After lunch, my boss bring me go JB for customer visit and learn how to practise when need customer and also introduce me to JB 2 PIE Engineer.
We stay in a good environment hotel with big room-Austin Golf Club Hotel.I feel shock when i go in the room..Is too big until can stay around 6 0r 7 people. Feel a bit scare to stay in big room my own...


29 OCT & 30 OCT 2009
With my boss and JB collegue, we visit a few customer.have many different type industry-local, and also foreign based company.from small part till big size product part customer.And also visit a few oil and gas component and part company.They all are very famous company in JB,Singapore and overseas.But I never hear alll of that.so pai seh..coz penang here all is semicond. industry ma..hahah..

Finally,reach 30 Oct.Going back to Malaysia liao.. Pack schedule until I have no time to Singapore for sightseeing...SUre next time when go,must go to shopping...

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